I just got the most overwhelming realization of failure. I've really failed. I've failed my sorority sisters, I've failed my mother, and I've failed myself. Somewhere during this Spring Semester, I got lost. I've never known how hard the actual world is. College is HARD. High school didn't prepare me for anything... So.. as I'm trying to write something to try and get 30 points, I can't stop thinking about all of the points I've missed. I'm almost sure that I will not be passing General Chemistry II. Why have I been so apathetic about the homework that was due. Why did I just let myself say, "I don't care."? Now that finals week is next week, I feel that I've let everything slip through my fingers and there's nothing I can do now... I'm so SCREWED.
Disappointment rushes over me... I've never, ever, ever, done this bad in school. What is wrong with me??? Will this screw up my chances of getting into med school?
my life is practically over.
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